Welcome to My Life
Do you wanna fight me?
I’m ready
I’ll test your strength
Hold steady
Stand on the sidelines betting
Or you could just leave
I’ve been through shit
And I came out strong
Some say that I turned out wrong,
Until now I’ve been letting them
Have a hold on me
(Now I say)
Welcome to my life
This is who I am
If I’m not what you like
I don’t give a damn
Do you wanna test me?
I dare ya
Oh yeah I mean to scare ya
I’ve been so nice for so long
I should prepare ya for
A tougher tone out of my sweet mouth
She’s gone off the rails no doubt
You can guess where I’ve been now
Welcome to my life
This is who I am
If I’m not what you like
I don’t give a damn
I see them judging over there
But I’m just like
Welcome to my life
This is who I am
If I’m not what you like
I don’t give a damn
Already Gone
When you step into the light
You’re never there for long
Rushing to arrive but you’re already gone
It may break my heart but you do what you want
I give all I am to you, I give a lot
I’m already gone
Rushing to arrive
But I’m already gone
It doesn’t make sense
Cuz you’re not honest
I wanna understand
But that’s not what you wanted
When you think you got me
I’ve played your game
When I think I got you
You slip away
Rushing to arrive but you’re already gone
Rushing to arrive but I’m already gone
Seven
The white walls
The heat off your skin
I feel more for you
Than I thought I did
The ceiling fan
The moan and the shh
The way you look below me
Babe it’s so fucking good
Wish I could take a picture
Without hackers taking it
Buy instant camera
Keep a record of this shit
You’re so much man
Imma be your bitch
But now I wanna rule you
So come on let’s switch
They say seven years will bring curse
If this is it, I love it, make it worse
Your text tone
Hits my phone
And I know what it means
I am still your friend but I got benefits
I know what you need
Cuz we are lovers
Sharing a rooftop
Heat bills and a car
Some say that stuff makes us boring
Can’t hear them, too busy exploring
Your body
Begging me for more
But I make you wait
Then give you what is yours
Doc Martens
Don’t call me a sweetheart
Cuz I’m not
Dude it’s not a good look you should stop
Think I’m cute but I could mess you up
Jk jk but you made me shop, thanks a lot
Cuz it doesn’t seem like people really get me
They think I like to clean up but I’m messy
I’m dressing like myself so they’ll respect me
I’m a big bad tough bitch
I feel pretty badass in these kicks (in these kicks)
I am not surprised you’re into it (so into it)
I got this contagious confidence (confidence)
Ask me how I do it, I’ll admit
My doc martens
Tell you who I am
And that’s the way I want it
The way I want it
That’s the way I want it
I don’t need to say a thing, you see me and you got it
And you got it
baby do you got it
Used dress so that they’d always like me
So neat and tidy
But now I’m vibin’
I am lookin’ like the girl who is inside me
In this crop top, slate jeans rolled up, and my doc martens
If I’m being honest
Bopping
at the bar
The girls are watching
Ladies do you like it when I flaunt it
I could take you over if you wanted
I’ve become who I always was
What I tried to hide
Now I’m showing off
YEAH
Love and lust
Are best friends
They go out
They stay in
Ooo
We sure know
How they roll
Yeah, oh yeah
oh yeah oh yeah
oh yeah oh yeah
oh yeah oh yeah
Build that trust
It pays off
Turns into
Oh my god
Oooo
I’m in love
Take a break from your work baby
Tell ‘em that you’ll be back later
Take a break from your work baby
Tell ‘em that you’ll be back
Just try to focus after that
YLTWIL
Hello to all my lovers
Who woke up after me
I did it for you babe
I know you only want me cuz I’m free
You love the way I leave
Oh my god
I’m such a tease
Yeah I’m so naughty
I keep your interest with my distance
Don’t you want me cuz I’m free
You love the way I leave
I could be yours but you don’t want it
Come on you know that it’s true, admit
You only want me cuz I’m free
You love the way I leave
You know you think it’s hotter
When I am just a treat
So unattainable and craveable
I’m something you can’t keep
You love the way I leave
You love the way I leave
Ooo ooo ooo
Gonna lure you with mystique
It’s what I do
Got that personality
To cut through
All the guard up
That you say you need
Keep on talking honey cuz you can’t fool me
Yeah
I’m your muse
Cuz I always make you think
Turn your truth
Into questions like can we be
Together, well baby
Yeah you can tell me
Until then I’m gonna stay just outta your reach
Congratulations
You said you’re sorry but I’ve got doubts
when you think you know the right thing for everyone else
I used to let you in without a question now
I'm gonna be cautious
I don’t want to love you don’t know how
You can’t see that you stress me out
And if we’re gonna try again it’s gonna be
A delicate process
Cuz you win the award for has hurt me the most
Here is your red carpet take your trophy and go
Oh you want all my focus here it is now you know
When you’re around I fall apart
But you don’t care as long as you are the star
Congratulations
Congratulations
Got what you wanted
You became my inspiration
Congratulations
You’re a sensation
Winning when you were the only nomination
I do what I can It’s not enough
I can’t change you It’s not my love
that’s what you need you gotta see that you’re the one
that you need to hold you and
I know you want to have control
over me but that’s not your role
Oh nothing’s gonna fix your pain but healing real slow
You don’t even try to
I will write my own script
With scenes I like, and not the kind you could impress your friends with
I won’t disappoint you
I won’t deny your peace of mind to fit into your worldview
Edit My Love
I am myself
Try to change me
But I know I’m solid
Don’t fit
The role they gave me
Cuz I want out of my own head
When they’re in it
Oh how did they get back inside
I thought we said goodbye
But there they are again
Oh I guess I let them in
As long as they’re alive
They hide me
You don’t fix my flaws
You edit my love
Cuz I would rather die
Than hold this in my mind
You edit my love
Edit my love
Puddles
Every way that I slice it
I like it
I like it
I’m lookin all over
I can’t seem to find it
The sun went away
And the clouds started crying
Created a day full of puddles to lie in
I’ll try it ‘cause
The rain seems so divine
But I don’t trust it, why
Where’s the problem
I brace myself for something bad to happen
Bad to happen
Why can’t I be satisfied with my satisfaction
My Satisfaction
I need to fall out
of love with tragedy
To let go
Of that achy fantasy
When it feels like love
To release and let it be
Goddamn Truth
You can’t be here
After what I put you though
I’ve never hurt someone
The way I that I hurt you
That’s the goddamn truth
Friends don’t do what I did
I get it
Felt poison flowing from my roots,
I liked it, I let it
You
You and I
Were never meant to last
Just to burn real bright
In my head
Hangs an image in a golden frame
Our last scene
The one we painted with my pain
That look on your face
Friends don’t push friends past their limit
I weep under a willow you show love
It’s too vivid
You
You and I
Were never meant to last just
To burn real bright
We started as a match that
Turned to light
Cuz we weren’t meant to last
Just to burn real bright
That’s the goddamn truth
